An AA meeting? Wowsers. I am reminded of why I'm sitting here. Last sunday I was hammered. Someone dropped $20 in my lap and called me a cab. When the cab came I told him to get lost and ordered more wine with the $20. I later...drove home. I decided to quit the next day. I've used up my good graces...and I just know in my bones there is a disaster imminent if I keep drinking. I am terrified I might hurt/kill someone and live to see what I have done to someone and their families.