Kind of where I am, yet again, and kind of where Im trying to keep it. Ive gone through different points-and several points of drinking heavy on workdays as well.
I still struggle with...well beyond the general high, being the center of attention when going downtown. Dressing up in a suit, going downtown with some friends - dancing (or karaoke), and being the center of attention must places I go (in a good way). Alcohol mostly makes me an incredibly positive and friendly person. Its the way I WANT to be normally, I dont know what holds me back sober.
Coming off it, whether on a Sunday or on Monday is an awful experience. Also knowing that I did nothing productive over the weekend other than "have fun" and feel exhausted all week as a result.