Since I was lonely, angry, tired...and crying at some point today...5 days in...I'm glad to here it's normal (thanks for your post Nighthawk). I guess I think I should be just feeling normal and "getting on with things". I didn't want to do anything today. I did go out to a restaurant patio and sat in the sun for dinner. People were drinking all around me but it was okay. I read my book...wrote in my journal...but it's been a heck of a day all by lonesome...and with SR.