Do you have friends who don t drink with whom you can make plans instead? Or you could get over your shyness and hit a meeting
Also as mentioned by another poster, it might not be a good idea to have booze in the fridge now. Yes at some point you ll have to live normally but right now you are very fragile. Dump it or give it away.
You might want to check out the Class of June and join. I got tremendous support in my own class from my peers.
Anyway,
to SR and hang in there. WE can do it!!!