Originally Posted by
freshstart57 
If I were to continue drinking, sooner or later I would lose my marriage, the respect of my children, my home, my job, and then things would start going downhill after that. So, I got to make a choice, then and there.
I have understood this to be true for me as well, since at least late January. I choose with what feels like an iron will, and some weeks later wake up face down on the carpet again.
If I do the same things I did before I am very likely to get the same result. Some action of mine must be different. I just haven't determined what that is yet.