Originally Posted by
TypicalDrunk 
I wish somebody had any answer for me other than seeing a professional. In the beginning the problem was alcohol and the solution was sobriety and AA. Now the problem is depression and the solution is medical professional help. Whats next? The problem is not wanting to live anymore and the solution is a 9mm? There has to be a way to circumnavigate this dark period of my life. I know that I can be happy, I just don't know how.
The point is you have options. Not just AA. Not just a professional. And a 9mm isn't a very good option.
Try to see all your options. That's my best suggestion. And don't assume lack of money will prevent any of these from happening. There are ways around it.