Thanks for the replies. I went to see someone through my school and he was basically just a grad student trying to get experience in the field. He did not tell me anything, he just said "I seem to know that I have problems." No ****. So if AA can't help me I don't know what I am supposed to do. I can keep avoiding alcohol, but where does that lead. I don't want to take medication for depression either because I know that will just lead me to drink. I don't know, I really don't know what to do at this point in my life.