Thanks guys. I am really trying to get my mind off it. I am going to work in a bit, so that should help. Even when I try to do other things (around the house or I've even ran some errands this morning) I still want to drink. I seriously hope this gets better...
As much as I don't want to, I am looking into meetings. I really think I need to go.
My big concern is that I am going on vacation next week. That's really worrying me, because I will be super tempted to drink.