Yes, I am aware. Believe me, this is not a dig at SR, or the forum team. Just the opposite. It is a testament to how much this site has given me. Before, if my needs weren't getting met, I would have been filled with resentment and blame. I would have left without giving it a thought. But today I can recognize that I am responsible for getting my needs met. No blame, no finger pointing. Just a new direction in my journey through recovery. I will miss this place. I will stay around for proper goodbyes. Hugs, Magic