The answer could be
a, b, c, d, e or a million other choices ~ but the key is that those are HIS choices not yours.
The best question I think could be what do YOU want to do with your life today? what choice do you want to make to improve your life, your recovery and your mental well-being?
Remember you are well worthy of a life full of serenity, safety, happiness and laughter ~ seek what is best for you
PINK hugs!