Dee, you are correct. It's more than I'm making now. I believe I have to feel useful in order to stay sober. Going to AA meetings everyday & outpatient is just not enough. I have a lot of "customer service" type jobs in my background. I once worked at one of the nicer hotels on Michigan Ave. bartending & waiting tables. Sadly, I do not think I can ever be a bartender again. I was quite good at it though.