Wavy

I mean this with absolute kindness, because I am where you are too and understand how hard it is, but if you know an explosion is coming why are you standing there waiting to get burned?

You know its bad, are you just waiting for it to be 'bad enough' to justify leaving? How bad will it have to get if choking you is not bad enough? If he's willing to choke you he could kill you whether he means to or not - will being dead be bad enough?

You are right to let the consequences happen but that doesn't mean you can't make steps to protect you and your daughter - make those better days happen. (((hugs))) I know its hard.