Thanx all so much for the support; but as of tomorrow when I fly out; I will not have internet access Hence when I fly back in if I find I have no place to live; I will not have internet access up here as well
I am feeling very shaky about the trip and if I have to move out when I get back I have 2 options; 1 move back with my parents in which case I will more then likely drink myself to death seeing as I have been diagnosed borderline agoraphobic .. So finding a night job like I have now would be next to impossible .. and my 2nd option is go on disability and get an apartment up here where I know no one but the love of my life who wants me out
It is just getting ugly for me ...