Hi, August.
Sorry to hear you are feeling depressed right now. In early sobriety emotions and mood are one hell of roller coaster.
Take one day at a time. One hour at a time. Don't look to far ahead. It will get better - be easy on yourself.
And believe me - whatever you are dealing with now in your life - you'll cope with it better when sober.
Find a way to post for often, it's important to get support at this stage.
Take care. Sending positive vibes to you.