Originally Posted by
AugustWest11 
& have mixed feelings ... Seems repairing things might not be as easy as I thought .. Depressed, worried about staying sober on my trip now . Not sure if i will even have a place to live when I get back
Scared Hurt and dieing inside now
Sorry such a Bum post for probably my last post for awhile ..
The really down times can provide you with a form of strength.
Don't make this your last post for awhile, whatever.
I know it can be very hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel
when it is all but obscured by gloom.....these are the really testing times.
Call a spade a spade, but don't dig back into that old watery grave.