Invasive biopsy tommorrow. Been grumpy all day. Just nerves - don't like being cut open but who does. And hopefully this will give me a diagnosis and treatment can start so I can get on with my life. Oh rt - this is my life too keep forgetting to stay in the present. Ok... so while I have great doctors who have been doing a good job - they seem to actually care - I want an end pt.
I want to know what I am dealing with and how to treat it. I have a list of wants and just caught myself wishing my life away for a minute - no, no. All in all my son will be with me (yeah! he is a calming influence for me) and I have so many praying for me so I know I will be ok no matter what the outcome.
Thanks for all the support! Love you all so much.
