Wow. Your post has been on my mind since I first read it. I have dogs and they are the loves of my life. To think I could have harmed one of them in a blackout is a serious reality check. Even at 9 months living the sober life, a check like this is appreciated.
Next time I contemplate having that "one" drink I will remind myself of this. Yet another tool for my kit. Thank you for your honesty - I know your behavior was extremely hard to admit and I pray it never happens again. Please heed the advise of others and put your doggie in a safe place until you get your head in a better place and can trust yourself not to harm your precious pup.