So basically I know I've had a drink problem for a while. I'm 23, I have bipolar, I don't drink every day but when I do it is always a mess and I always say I won't drink again and I despise it. But by the time the next time comes the craving is so strong nothing else matters.
This weekend I went to a festival drank so much I blacked out, came round in a police cell covered in cuts and bruises, no money, didn't no why I had been arrested remembered nothing and didn't find out that I was so drunk it took 6 police to hold me down until the next day. I hate alcohol and I don't want my life to go down this path. I have to much to live for and alcohol just leaves me hating life. I haven't eaten since Sunday, I can't bring myself to get out of bed. I just want to cry cause I feel so stuck. Sorry if anything here shouldn't be posted but I didn't know where else to go. Thanks
