Hey Midlifecrisis,
Congratulations on your 12 days.
I also love the way you say God is the way for you. I can relate to that. I feel we make things too difficult. Trying to follow all different ways and rules through sobriety. Sometimes you just have to say, 'God, here I am, I've got no idea. What should I do?'
The only other advice I can give is that your 12 days in, so you are doing something right. If you are not sure as to what program to follow, just stick with the one that your led to. You don't want to confuse yourself.That is something I am focusing on, too. The good thing about prayer, too is that there is no real way to do it. It goes beyond language. Sometimes just listening is wonderful. The answers will come.
Don't be afraid to fall back into the arms of God.
Stay well,
Washi