It scares me also. All those people that relapsed were confident,just like I am right now.
Soooo it stands to reason,it's possible I could be another "victim"
I quit over 4 years ago,and I keep the beer that was next in line the night I quit right next to the television. That way I don't forget what I went through the last time I quit,or the reason I quit. It's also why I keep reading here on this forum.
I don't think there is a right or wrong way to stay sober (others will disagree). But thats OK. To each his own. But for me,being a little scared is a good thing. It means in my case I am worried I might go back to how I was. And if I am worried about it,it means I DONT want to go back there.
Jut my opinion....
Fred