Confident but scared
I just got done reading a thread from someone who is 13 years sober and ready to try social drinking. This person feels that they were never an alcoholic to begin with. Not for me to say so either way so good luck to them. I recently celebrated my 1 year anniversary of sobriety and I feel great. As a matter of fact it scares me. I have seen MANY posts on here of people who have had multiple years of Sobriety under their belt but then try to drink socially and it all goes out the window. I know that I can never drink again. I grap my reality. I know that I won't be duped into thinking I can drink socially but what else might send me astray? As I said I feel great and I am SOLID in my conviction and I am sober. It just scares me to see so many people relapse after years of sobriety. Just thinking out loud I guess. Off to bed. Good night friends.