Thank you for this thread!!! I've been beating myself up for the past few days because I've had an 'aha' moment in really truly recognizing that I have a LONG way to go and that I allowed myself to be in this position for way too long.
You are always an inspiration to me, girl. So glad you felt comfortable enough sharing this struggle with the board here so that others can respond. It's in their strength and wisdom that I learn and grow and see others who are growing and learning, as well.