I`m a size 8 (UK) and run 10k runs for charity, am a teacher (if you want to talk about time and work ethic!) and def don`t smoke. I take anti-depressants after looking after my Dad who was dyeing of Alxheimer`s and lost him not long ago! I lost my way for a tiny while on alcohol and am coming back. I realise that anyone can fall into trouble-not sure why you`re trouble making but it`s sad!