If I found "surprise wine" in my fridge... I don't know what I'd do!! I'd like to think I'd pour it out. But at this stage - logically - I doubt it. I can avoid buying it and going to bars. But if I came home and found it in my fridge??? Ugh!! You were bamboozled!!!! Man.. That SUCKS.
Pick yourself up and dust off. You were presented a challenge that you just weren't ready for. That's all. Don't worry about your days and time in. Just get back to it and know that booze CAN'T be in your home. That's the take-away, right??
It's all so much easier said than done, isn't it? I'm so glad you came here and posted your experience. You didn't just fall back in and disappear. You're still trying!! That's worth a LOT. Hang in there. X