madison
i'm not being snarky but your posts made me realize how not knowing anything these days--i mean zilcho, zilcho, zilcho--about my exab is actually a blessing in disguise for me. a weirdly wrapped package as someone said here once. it's hard enough to wrap my head around it all NOT knowing a thing so i can't imagine what i would feel if i knew. i may be doing myself a disservice by not knowing--maybe i am going about it the totally wrong way--not sure except making progress is happening so i hope it's ok. you are stronger than me for being able to handle more information on him!! one thing is for certain about both of our situations...they are GONE and we are free.