I chose to be transparent insomuch as intent, motivation, and agenda. I sought this from the beginning of my relationship, any relationship for that matter. I was sitting here doing my homework, and I lit a cigarette. Mind you, I hadn't had one in a day or so. You can imagine the slight buzz I got. I put it out not because I had a buzz, but because its the last of the Mohicans--I don't have any money for smokes. But as I was putting it out, I envisioned a character from the Star Wars movie. It's when Luke and Ben first meet Solo, and a fight ensues with a patron. After the fight, the camera shot shows a gentleman returning to puff on his pipe. I thought to myself, "What an interesting way to smoke. Maybe I should look into that." Anyway, I thought I'd share that, if for no other reason, to explore my own thoughts about other ways to satisfy my poor health habit, smoking....