Originally Posted by
ScottFromWI 
You have the power to take away the brokenness. But it can't be a half-hearted effort. You will eventually need to commit 100% and do this for yourself if you want it to get better.
Keep in mind that generally things won't get any better if you don't do anything about the drinking. The only 2 variables are how bad it will get, and when.
Oh, I know. I'm only feeling good about this right now because it's only 10 in the morning. By this afternoon I will feel awful and want to do something about it. Once the withdrawal hits, or I start drinking again. Either way, I'll feel bad in the end. And that's the sad thing. I'm treating alcohol like it's my best friend but in actual fact it's my worst enemy.