It would just be a little easier if I had a shred of support.
You
have support tho - there's a ton of it here. You can find more too - AA, SMART, or any of the other recovery methods.
It's sad when our partners can't or won't support us, but it's something a lot of people here deal with, and still manage to stay sober.
Don't let this derail you - follow through on whatever calls you've been making for your recovery...if nothing else your kids deserve at least one sober parent, noexcuse.
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