Hi, I'm new to this website. I've been an alcoholic for around 10 years and recently my drinking has been escalating fast. I stayed home from work today because I am having some withdrawel symptoms. I have never been drunk at this job but I'm sure my bosses are wondering what is up with me because my anxiety and depression has been obvious. I really want to get sober and I have meetings I go to. I just thought this site would also be helpful in keeping me from picking up a bottle. I am miserable and my life is out of control.