Hi buckeye! We're so glad you joined us. I felt so much better when I came here - I wasn't alone anymore. It's hard to reach out at first, but soon it'll become a natural thing.
I do hope you'll get away from the bar when you can. I worked at a hotel, and the smell of it was hard to deal with. I'm happy you're here - I think you'll find the hope and support you need. We care about you.