Urgh - I need to sort my life out TODAY, I have everything in the world on my side and instead I choose to be a liar and a looser. I have been addicted to cocaine just over 1 year and its just a terrible terrible thing. I'm not quite ready to tell my full story this morning, I'm at work and as I can already feel tears it might have to wait.
All I can say is that I want my life back, I love my life and I want it back before I loose it for good.
Ok the tears have started so I'm going to stop for a minute. I'm sorry if this isn't how you post for the first time, but it feels good to write something down!!! Thanks for being there - whoever u are!! Xx
