Is it going to get better? God only knows. But what can YOU do to make your life better.
You do have a choice in this.
I was with my "soul mate" for 16 years and birthed a son. I NEVER myself in this position. In a way he made it easy on me because he abandoned us wihout looking back. I didn't have the choice to leave him. But, now, I see my life is better without an addict. I deserve better. Do you?