The steps have gone well, I've gone through them all. I'm really ready to take on a sponsee. My sponsor wants me to start leading meetings which I think is perhaps my biggest fear and that in itself is enough to make me want to turn and run.
I think I perhaps need to turn this on its head and submerge myself in helping others. Instead I want to isolate and be by myself. That isn't good, I know.
I'm aware and on a bit of an 'amber alert'.
I will be ok. Thanks Dee.