Well, I wish I knew what to tell you. I'm just a year older than you are and struggling with similar addiction. I feel for you. I'm kind of at a loss of words cause i've never used suboxone, i've only tried the cold turkey method and punished myself numerous times trying to quit and always went back. Good luck though and... regarding your name,what type of Jeep? CJ, YJ, TJ??? I have a CJ.