When I do think of a drink, I know it's all total bs with the same, exactly the same ending: pain & hell. No thanks, don't want that back, getting pissed, wanting more & more wine, can't stop, mind gone, don't even think of going home & stopping. Getting into all sorts of trouble & mess; wake up to face that horror all over again. Sobriety rocks, it's really trendy to be sober, clear headed, remember the night, enjoying the occasion. I really feel I must have been mad to want all the bs that drinking gave me .