I know all this because I messaged her on facebook. Even though I know it's not my business, I felt that I had to tell her to be careful because my ex is the type of person who is so deceiving. He will give you a whole concocted story that is all fake to get his way... I just wanted to warn her that he is not well and has issues with addiction and what not. She was grateful but I guess she doesn't care.... idk. Did it make me feel better? No but at least she knows what shes getting herself into.

It's just so hard for me to think I tried so hard for so long to help him and I had high hopes that breaking it off with him and him being homeless would get him to his bottom point to get clean and it didn't. It's been 4 months since I broke it off and I haven't had any anger or sadness till now... It's like I put it off because I didn't want to feel hurt 3 days before Christmas when I had to break it off with him because he had finally pushed me over the edge by stealing the family wii. All these feelings are now emerging and I just want them gone, and I have no clue how to get rid of them. All I know is that I don't want to make my friends suffer in my misery because now 4 months later I want to rip his head off and cry.... Seriously Sometimes having feelings can suck!