Suffering teach us about our disease, pain teach us about life. Thanks to recovery I can handle pain today and I refuse to suffer, specially for someone that does not deserve one tear from me.
I was really sick, I was no strong I was really sick for putting up with so much, and I put my kids to it too.
Today I don't even find alcoholism funny or challenging, I stay away from it and with compassion I remove myself from being around any alcoholic, me and my adult children are finally seeing alcoholism for what it is, a very destructive disease..