just for today.....
i told my sponsor that i was confused...i asked her how do i NOT enable, NOT control, NOT shame, AND listen to myself, my own gut about trouble brewing and what to do about it (nothing is brewing right now...i was just trying to be ready for the next time.....)...confront it? if so, how? leave it alone?...give him the dignity to live his own life? blah blah blah.....my mind was all screwed up in tangles....
she said.....why are you worrrying about something that isn't happening today? might never happen? God doesn't want you to be spending your time like that....if you work your program, you will know what you need to know when you need to know it....
oh.....ok...thats pretty simple......and i can choose to listen to her...just for today......