Originally Posted by
Mizzuno 
Yes, that would be devastating. We do not have any results at this time. May I ask how is your friend? Is he worried? Is he talking about this?
he emailed me and said he was scared, and i understand that totally. i would be messing in my pants if i heard that C word too. i am ok, i am not on the verge of a relapse, thats the last thing i want for myself at this time. i just wanted to come here, vent a little to get it off my chest. i know you all are a great support system and thats why i chose to come here first
