Having a few cocktails right now sounds like heaven
I have just made some more money recently and it has become a trigger for me to think about drinking. I am constantly fantasizing about about getting mellow with some nice bourbon or beer. I feel so healthy now as I've been sober for 3 and half months. To get some cocktails in me now would probably feel amazing. I'm getting bored with sobriety. My love for the drink is very strong right now. I can't stop the daydreams of sipping booze.