i forgot to say he got up a few times in church to check on the kids or use the bathroom, and it was during those times he left that they said some reallly good things i wish he heard....
and today when i got to talk to him about his behavior towards me yesterday, he was saying that we went to church and its like none of it sunk in,
its funny because i feel like he didnt get it either, that he wasnt taking it seriously or he would have changed his crazy behaviors.... he was the same crazy critical person right down the road from church on the way home,
i am trying to change and im asking my higher power (God ) to lead the way for my life every day.
i feel like im doing my part, i still feel like banging my head against a wall lol