Well basically, I would say I am an alcoholic yes, but I'm a functioning one if that makes sense?
I drink every day, I wake up every morning tired and groggy but that's just become the norm now.
I was referred to rehab 2 years back but I improved so much in the weeks coming up to my course that I was acquitted, so never actually had to go.
I'm someone who wants to stop, but I am fighting a strong demon who never wants to stop! I have strong days where I can tip it down the sink etc but it never lasts.
Thanks for replying.x