Originally Posted by
Justfor1 
Yes, I want help but I always seem to get hit over the head with it. I get a lot of "tough talk" that really doesn't help. In fact, I'm already getting prepared to be homeless. Family members have issued a order & my next drunk I'm out the door. I've done it before & I figure that at least its Spring time. I stay completed intoxicated 24/7 when I'm homeless.
Like others said, at least you're honest about how you feel. It sounds like you still haven't hit bottom yet. For each person, the bottom is different. When you get there, you'll be ready for all of this.