Putting my mind at ease by telling myself that if he WERE dead in his hotel room, someone would have found him by now and they would have found his ID card with his address on it and they would have come here knocking to see if there was anyone they needed to tell. He wears his wedding ring...
So I'm choosing to tell myself that he is NOT dead.
And I have to pick myself up and LIVE and LET LIVE.
<huge exhale>
I'm also going to get out of the house now and go to my meditation group.
Also, my friend just texted me that she got my voice mail about borrowing some money, and she said of course...so that takes a big load off my mind too.
COURAGE to change the things I can.
Like my clothes so I can go outside. ;-)