Welcome. You have a leg up because of your self honesty, hang in there. I don't think it matters how or how often we drank, it's what resulted in what happened when we drink. Alcohol affects so much of our body and with some so easily. I know people who I can't believe just don't get it. Look at all the repeaters in pain here. With many around here EVERYTHING must be lost before realizing I'm eligible too. We don't have to fall again if we don't pick up that first drink. BE WELL