Tyler. I remember, glad to hear you are doing well.
I am in my 50's. Looking back i can see the evolution what in the end nearly ruined me. It was always there growing, condolidating- despite which in many pther respects life was going well. Often times i had a passion that took precedence and kept things at bay.
Be careful, if it had you once it acn have you again.
For me, i am glad to be free of it and not have it as part of my life.