Joygirl, what you need to do is have a cd of really annoying music and play that next time!l lol
Chuff, Sass, I think what I was trying to say is that it wasn't always all bad, and that is the part I miss. I don't have a problem accepting that the rest of my life will be alcohol free, I just need to emotionally adjust to that fact. I'm not remotely tempted to drink, and have been through a few situations recently where if I was going to I would have, I just occasionally miss it as a part of my life is all. Doesn't change anything about my sobriety to admit that, I'm still focussed and on course and as strong as ever,but I would be lying to myself not to acknowledge that and move forward.