Originally Posted by
Anna 
Have you tried AlAnon as a support for yourself? Counselling could also be helpful.
And, no it would be against our rules to post your website here.
As Anna and Pete55 posted:
Call your local Alanon or Naranon hotline for info. or meeting with and talking to members.
There is a wealth of information here in Sticky notes and the thousands of posts.
My concerns are for you. You will find the right path.