In hindsight, I have this mental vision of God just sitting there patiently waiting for me to have "enough". He waited for years, still patient even though I got mad at Him and thought he had turned His back on me...he sat patiently while I tried to control the world.
And He was there the moment I let go and told Him "God, I cannot do this one more day!". Instantly I felt the load lift and I have never for a moment doubted that today He can do for me what I cannot do for myself. Today I trust God and live in faith, even blind faith, knowing that I am being led and it's all good.
Thanks for the reminder, LMN.
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