Originally Posted by
Leshar 
To Doggonecarl, yes I see what you mean, but I so desperately want to get out of house, isolation drives my drinking.
I didn't say stay home. I suggested you don't go to a bar. Isolation may play a part, but when you get down to it, alcohol drives your drinking. No one is in recovery for being alone. We are recovering from our dependence on alcohol.
You are going to do what you are going to do. Just be cautious. I wish you well.